"You know what Amin...
I do not think there was even a situation"
                                                                 - yours truly

Well I guess I was dumb enough to misintepret B's attention.  Maybe I was stupid enough to think it was going somewhere. Anywhere for that matter. It just hurts to know that your just an ordinary being to that someone you admire. And it breaks your heart to know that the sms and messages you receive are just a "sincere" way of saying, thank you for admiring me...

I was stupid to think that everything was a trap. I was daft to say that I was a victim when I was never victimised...( I hope )

Amin, when will you ever wake up. When will you ever realise that your just ordinary. And that your never going to be special to anyone... When will you ever stop thinking that you are being used when no one in the right state of mind would be bothered to do such a thing...

Maybe Im just tired. Very tired. Of the fact that I put so much hope and effort in that someone but I end up in ruins... Maybe I should stop all this nonsense altogether... If only Medusa was around. I can't wait to be turned into stone...

Im falling for someone again...but I figured there is no point in trying at all...